The Blahness

I'm still feeling the after effects of a bad date. Actually it wasn't a horrible date in the classic sense but a fruitless one at that. It was the kind of experience in which after she left my car I was just felt like a piece of plain, white bread. Boring. Amazingly, this was actually our 3rd date. How did I make it this far? Even I thought our date was lame she still sent me a text message saying "sorry, i wanted to hang out more... but I had a lot of reading to do." Huh? If the date wasn't so bad then why would she say that? Miyaz said that maybe SHE was the nervous one and that maybe her perception was totally different from mine and that maybe she actually had a decent time. LT also had some good advice that I shouldn't feel that I had "failed" since I had tried my hardest to please her-perhaps, she was the one who failed. Oh well...no worries, at least I won't be driving to the Valley anymore!